Confession: And with each second im just falling faster and faster to the depression I can't escape

Sometimes [IMPERFECTION] can be
[PERFECTION]

Something totally and completly special to you can me unimportant to someone else...

[Even to those who say they love you]

Temporary Good-Byes Turning into Forever.

A Sad Truth: I could wear a pair of short shorts-walk with a sway of my hips, bend over infront of you and still in an hour not gain your attention...

Yet in a single moment, the instant she walks into the room she has yours!

Everytime you looked at her was an opportunity to look at me but you thought she was better.

My life is to die and come back just to die again.

This insistant mind not allowing me peace
A shattered voice caused by lonely screams
A heart writhing in excruciating pain
as I fear you will look again...

How can I possibly be happy wiht myself?
With the body god has given me...
If I know he thinks their's are better?

Push Acid Thoughts Away
I Won't Allow Them To Corrode My Hold
I Must Stand Strong and Hold Myself Together, Not Succumb To This Emotional Storm Until His Temptation Shatters Me
COMPLETELY.