I can't kiss a guy i've liked for so long & have it not mean anything

Whats Tommmy without Chuckie?
Whats Steve without Blue?
Whats Spongebob without Patrick?
Its me without you.

I'm trying to convince my self that your not the one for me but the more i think the less i believe it and the more i want you here with me.

Just when you least expect it you start to picture yourself with him & you thinnk about the way he used to make you happy & you see how it all makes sense & you relize you caare about him more then you imagined

You can make me feel so incredibly perfect but then again you can make me feel so incredibly worhless.

Tell him i hate him
tell him i found someone new
tell him i don't love him any more
tell him he's nothing to me
but please don't tell him all of this was a lie & i said it all in tears.

Dear diary,
Im sorry for the wet pages but i guess you were expecting this from the seconed i said i met a boy.

I didn't relize how much i'd miss him until he wasn't mine any more.

The question isn't who's going to let me its who's going to stop me??

Don't talk to me
don't smile at me
don't even look at me
because i am not going to let myself fall for you again.:(<3*