Missing him and what we used to be.
All that's left is a shattered reflection...
I don't know what you've done to me,
And I don't understand...
I dont know what you want from me,
or even what i want from you...
A forbidden feeling she's finding it hard to...
It's always his smile, she seems to adore...
How do you know if the pain is worth it?
How do you know if they still care...
Underneath the willow tree
stars dancing in the leaves...
You're looking like a fool with your head in the...
You're just a another girl that got lost in the...
I could hide behind
One million reasons not to let you...
You make my heart beat faster with every look
It skips a beat when you touch me...
All I know is sorrow,
all I feel is pain...
If I cry will you still care?
Will you watch me as I fall...
Its almost impossible the way I'm missing you,
I know its foolish...
I hate to see you crying,
But love to see your pain...
I've cried so many tears, I think that I've run...
now I'm facing all my fears, the loss of you and...
Nothing is getting easier
The arguments are repeating...
* I had this really really good guy friend who...
I don't think you understand...
You asked who the poem was about
And I just couldn't say...
I'm trying to express my feelings
But it's hard for me to do...
She breaks a little more each time you call her...
You know that it's wrong but keep playing the...
Every tear has fallen to the table,
Every memory has been torn apart...
Don't touch me anymore
Please...
I miss you...
but I know that's wrong...
The sound of you voice
the wormth in your touch...
Her brown hair falls onto her shoulders,
Hes always there when she gets colder...
There is something i need to hear,
something i want you to say...
Erased from memory,
Erased from mind...
Please read these words I write
for they do have good intent...
I can't hold this in,
I am splitting at the seams...
Tears in my eyes now,
Emptiness fills deep...
For all the lies you filled my head
for all the sleepless nights in bed...
The day I let you go,
Was the day I lost my mind...
I think about you often
the life we almost had...
Date Written: November 1o, 2oo7
Silver blade cutters...
Take the knife,
To make a slice...
He twirls my hair,
He holds my hand...
She is out in the pouring rain
No one can tell she is crying...
I tell myself i\'ll find someone new,
I know that i should just move on...
Did you ever fall in love with someone,
But know they didn't care...
Have you ever felt like
all you had was gone...