Why am I so upset?
Why am I so hurt...

C-ompletely fulfilled and happy am I now.
O-nce I was depressed, but Jesus saved me...

I desperately am at a
search again, for a portal...

I desire,
love, true love...

I dream of a place...
that is so beautiful...

I'm the scrambled letters,
that makes His words...

I seek the truth of life,
the one meant, without strife...

Get over it...
No more crying...

"Help, help"
I shout...

Invisible scars and bruises,
displayed on my body and face...

Do you know why
for a lifetime I have...

I don't get it...
One swing...