I dream of a man that is faithful and true.
I dream of a man that will help me too...
Darling, I make these promises to you and only...
To love, Honor and care for you, and always be...
I seek the truth of life,
the one meant, without strife...
Oh, my goodness..
I'm so angry...
I can only imagine,
a wonderous love...
I'm in desperate search for
"Strength"...
Irrational thoughts invade my head,
my heart carries fear, my mind has fled...
As I sit here and think to myself "Why?"
Why do I even continue to try...
As I sit here and look into your eyes.
I ask myself "Is this real or all lies?"...
I hurt so deep within,
is it because of my sin...
And now I let these words out of this cage.
I'll let them flow freely on this page...
Do you know why
for a lifetime I have...