I can say i hate you all i want,
but i never seem to convince myself...

We wern't an item, i didn't even plan to be, but right then and there i was thinking of you being with me....

part of an old story i wrote about an old boyfriend...[[my first love]], its about our first kiss.....

He told me i'd never find another guy like him.... so i got a girlfriend!! hehe

She cried as her heart silently screamed his name.....

The scars are only beautiful in the eyes of the beholder.....

|..x..|and there is no one in the world
who could change her life the way that he did|...x..|

See there's this place in me where your fingerprints still rest, your kisses still linger, and your whispers softly echo. It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me...

[[R.I.P Ryan J. Tyson]]

My heart still aches in sadness.
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you,
no one will ever know.

[[i think i heard this a long time ago..]]

I hate loving you....

i really do....

It makes me sick to my stomach, to see you now. and know what we had. and know what we could of been.

.... but we're nothing.....

i hate you....