I'll disappear into the crowd now, to make your life easier, without me. All I needed was a friend to confide it, sorry for the tears I shed.

I can't tell anymore, If I'm coping, or if i have brainwashed myself thinking its normal to feel this way.

I hate that this person grateful of just living is not here instead of me, all i do is feel like a lost, pathetic girl.
I'd do anything to have you here and me up there in heaven.

She looks happy, so what does it matter...?

I couldn't control my own body today, i just laid there, crying, knowing nothing will change, knowing I'll never leave this state of mind.

I wonder each time he drives away, i wonder if he'll be coming back or abandoning the rest of us...

You were the last thing keeping her sane.

You were the one person i could sit with all night, not saying one word, just feeling glad to be in your presence...

She has forgotten the feeling of knowing a person inside an out..knowing their predictable ways and their stride, because she distance herself from the world making everyone a stranger.

You should know by now not to leave her alone, she is only going to be tortured by the dark, loneliness and a thousand images of friends lost.