Feeling it again, sudden rush, its happening, just like last time, I'm back in this lonely state of mind, where the walls are caving in and I'm losing my breath.

I've been forgotten about so many times, I can't care for anyone anymore.

I miss you more than ever, when I'm having a lonely night, here at home, thinking about life and its troubles.

You cant wipe a slate clean, when its stained.

Cant keep friends,
get caught up with the new ones and their lives and forget to stay on track with the old ones.

The conversations are shortening, and your voice is low and uninterested, i know we're ending, its a feeling i cant ignore.

Today could be the one where i for once really fall in love .

Release me now from this earth, for i am unable to walk in the crowd no more.

Its easier to say yes to someone than to say no. I want you to say no to my face, and nothing behind my back.

I feel cold inside, but the weather is warm, i feel empty inside, but i hear voices surrounding me. Most of all i feel lost, but I'm where I'm supposed to be.