Although my body's grazing yours, although my hearts beating in tune,although my mouth is moving delicately, notice my eyes, their dead, the exact feeling inside..I can't remember feeling truly alive.

I have so much to give, yet this sadness is so overwhelming, its disrupting my thoughts and shading my happiness.

I feel, yet I'm unable to heal.

I feel utter sadness, when its dark, an no-ones around, yet i tell myself i like to be left alone...

You passed the test, i now know, you're like everyone else, giving up on me comes easy i suppose.

Are some of us built weaker than others? Or do we we let our thoughts overwhelm us?

It's easier to say you don't care.
I do it every day, pretending your words can't hurt me.
Pretending I can overcome any dare.
I''ll never let you inside, you don't deserve the key.

I pretend to act numb, not reacting to your words, not running from your abuse and neglect, but inside, the damage is irreversible.

As hard as it may be to hide our problems, there will be one person you can confide in because we have this faint and false belief that if the world hears, it'll somehow work itself out, but we're sadly mistaken.

Lie with her for a little time, as she isn't what she seems at first.