I wish you werent so good to me, then i wouldnt be here waiting for you to come home..

The thought of you not in my life, saddens me knowing ill turn to the one thing that can kill me.

I hate what you've cast upon me, I'm ecstatic you chose me but cant ever say goodbye to you. Im a prisoner in love.

My only prayer is to never need someone as much as i feel about you. . the nights seem to drag.

I cant sleep soundly knowing ive upset you, make me cold so these demons dont bother me.

I only drink late because i miss you and can't sleep alone anymore, i need something else, a drug to poison me to sleep.

Tonight i feel like drinking myself to sleep, ive pushed you away, and once again im depressed, what to do with this stupid life of mine. will you ever come back to me? ill wait for your call. .. .

Babe, your it, youve chucked me in this pit of love, if someone doesnt dig me out, ive got no doubt im doomed.

So you know the day me, so what, its easy that side, i laugh, act normal, smile but as the day shifts, i turn into someone you wouldnt recognise, a beaten soul seeking release from this ground i stand on.

Its hard to be happy.