Lately youve been causing me more grief than the ultimate feeling of love and being needed, but you made me fall for you long ago, Its as though im bound to now, my true lifeline, without you im nothing but a girl with no purpose.

This thing im in is toxic, im not dumb to realise, someone end me now before i do it myself.

I just need a body to lay next to me right now, holding me close like im all they need.

I i promised myself never to depend on anyone, but you screwed that right up.

I know you've given yourself away to me now, now i feel a weights there, im afraid you;ll miss what you had and want me gone shortly

Where are you babe, tonight you're not here, you didnt show or call..my arms are awaiting your embrace

My beds empty without you close.

In some way i need my space, i need my time to sort out my head, to know what i need and want from this world, as you're not here, i drink to calm and slowly fall asleep, i feel at ease.

If he loved me , would he wonder how my day was enough to just call? i hope he loves me as much as i love him

Cant sleep, with these pounding questions hovering. will you still love me tomorrow and forever now?