You were the last thing keeping her sane.

I wonder each time he drives away, i wonder if he'll be coming back or abandoning the rest of us...

I couldn't control my own body today, i just laid there, crying, knowing nothing will change, knowing I'll never leave this state of mind.

She looks happy, so what does it matter...?

I hate that this person grateful of just living is not here instead of me, all i do is feel like a lost, pathetic girl.
I'd do anything to have you here and me up there in heaven.

I can't tell anymore, If I'm coping, or if i have brainwashed myself thinking its normal to feel this way.

I'll disappear into the crowd now, to make your life easier, without me. All I needed was a friend to confide it, sorry for the tears I shed.

Lie with her for a little time, as she isn't what she seems at first.

As hard as it may be to hide our problems, there will be one person you can confide in because we have this faint and false belief that if the world hears, it'll somehow work itself out, but we're sadly mistaken.

I pretend to act numb, not reacting to your words, not running from your abuse and neglect, but inside, the damage is irreversible.