You hear a scream,
A scream of joy...

This is no fairy tale,
There is no happy ending to it all...

I've written you a million times,
Everyday for the past year...

I still write you everyday.
What's wrong with me...

It's been awhile since I wrote you ma.
I still miss you so much...

Alive, I sleep at night, dreaming of death.
Wired, with energy drinks, but alone, I'm dead...

You're the sunshine on the rainy days,
The one that makes the Rainbow stay...

And I looked into your eyes and thought;
The hue of your skin compliments your eyes...

I will stand by your side;
Until the morning light takes me from your mind...

Forget your dirty deeds when you do what you do.
regret sets deep into my skin; making me feel...

I'd like to tell you I miss you.
My pillow is always soaked...

You'll always be my final smile,
The one that stretches ear to ear, miles...