Either you love me or you don't
no ifs, buts or sour notes...

This questions are relentless and continue on...
Did he know he made my heart beat faster with...

The air in your lungs
The warmth on your skin...

Feel the sting of rejection
The burn of jealousy...

Dream of the rhythm of his heart under my ear
Beating in a slow smoothing dance...

I thought I'd prepared my self for this moment
The smile, those eyes, and lips...

I love him and he loves her
It goes in an endless blur...

Live together forever
he is mine now and always...

Tis not the blade I fear,
Nor the burn of flame...

I love you, I love you not,
this silly game must stop...

The heat of a never ending argument
The strangling feeling of tasks unmet...

I've lost my love for the better
lost my mother...