You dream that he would notice you
You pray that he would talk to you...
The promises that you made once again fade
Into a black oblivion, never to be seen again...
I was pulled from my restful slumber
with a jolt of reality...
My world colliding
There I am hiding...
Love was all I felt with you sight
now filled with hate, black as night...
Lonely, angry with fear
For once it's not your fault my dear...
Ever felt pained by choice
suffered by decision...
I love him and he loves her
It goes in an endless blur...
Loving, caring, holding each tight
dreaming, thinking of each at night...
Dear Daddy you create a smile on my face
As we laugh and run to our place...
Either you love me or you don't
no ifs, buts or sour notes...
Never to return He drifts away
Memories flood of the games we use to play...