I think of his smile or something funny he would say,then wake up and realize hes a million miles away.

I've been in fights and wars
but never like this one before
He gave me a new look on life
and took that same breath away
making a retched pain cloud my mind
forever invading my thoughts

I love him and he loves her
It goes in an endless blur
We have something she can't take
but it isn't enough for him to stay
and so my heart will continue to ache

Everytime felt right
the passion, the love with no words
until thats all there was
I guess it wasnt enough

The chill never left with you
It stayed and takes pleasure in my pain

My life feels like a giant chess game, and I'm only a small pawn in the hands of a clumsy fool.

What kind of person are you, when bad karma is the only thing keeping you from doing something you thought was brillant?

The fears of today, are the nightmares for tomorrow only because they were the pains from yesturday.

You can't stand seeing my tears
Yet your the reason they're there
You can't stand hearing my fears
Yet your the reason thet're there
You can't stand feeling my pain
Yet once again your the reason it's there

Where are all the beautiful words you told?
The wonderful lies you spun?
The amazing kisses of love?
Where are all the horrible promises you said?
The painful looks you gave?
The sad love you shared?
Where do we go from there?