As my heart has been f_*$ed and somany ways
My long days bring sad nights...

Was so excited
I felt brand new...

Used
Used...

My mind is full of foreshadows
And different pictures...

What I found in you
Gabby...

I’ve spent most of my life
Crying a silent cry...

I don’t even what’s gotten over me
It’s like I’m going insane...

I think about you
From night and day...

Tonight
I watched the debate...

At 17 I was introduced to organized crime
At 18 seen so many murders that it dimmed my mind...

I know you’re in heaven smiling down
I can hear your voice...