I heard the other day that you found someone new.
You said you finally got it right this time...

My heart is racing
But my body is still...

I let him down again,
Yet another mistake i made...

Life is a heart braking event
Your either a failure or a success...

Sitting in my closet
Hiding from all the pain...

Brian, hes invisible
I cant see him but hes really there...

My best friend died today.
Monday January 22 2007...

Laying in your bed
Just watching some dumb cartoons...

My stomach hurt when I saw you with her
What I saw was smiles and laughter...

Her heart is burning with rage
And she cant help her watering eyes...

Her eyes sparkle
Mine only drop tears...

I don't know how it happened
But my life is going down the drain...