These suicidal thought
crowd in my mind...

Sitting in class
my heart races with anticipation...

I've never found the right words
nothing seems good enough...

Behind this smile is an anger you don't get
behind these eyes is a fighter you don't know...

Warm and crisp
brown and hot...

I'm thinking about you again
whats new there...

I cant believe thats how you feel
i never thought it could happen...

I've been thinking
my friend...

I lay on the ground crying
holding my self together...

Looking in your eyes
is making this a hard goodbye...

She walks into her bathroom,
pulls out her favorite knife...

This love that i have
was all in my blood...