Its impossible
to race the speed of pain...

I gaze at you
and wonder...

I won't risk a glance at you
when i think no one will see...

I can still hear a smile in your voice
I still know when you lie...

The first time wasn't heaven
a baby in a trailer park...

You make it hard to believe
there's no such thing as perfection...

I'll give you my heart
just one more time...

Hold her close as she cries
from her precious hazel eyes...

I knew you would leave
it was an easy prediction...

This may never start
we'll probably fall apart...

I was startled awake this morning
just about 2:58 am...

What is heaven?
is it where all the dead go...