I see you.
Here, there...
My eyes are the trees
Brown roots with green breaking through...
You want to keep things separate
Until I am doing the separating...
I feel like this is where I end
In the parking lot of a thrifty wash...
Since i was 9 i was the fat kid
Unloved by my father...
I am more than the messes I've made
More than the causes I've lost...
Lately I feel like one big question mark
I no longer know where I belong...
Feels like the weight of the world
Is on my shoulders...
My love,
What went wrong...
I yearn to feel you in my arms.
To roll together like clouds in the sky...
I am nothing to be ashamed of.
I did not choose the method of my conception...
You see me
Like no one else does...