I have been having trouble sleeping, I'm going through a divorce. I am happy about the divorce, and happy that for the first time in my life I am alone and having to learn that I'm a lot stronger than I ever thought I was. I am mainly writing because I can't sleep and it seems to help if I get what I'm dwelling on out on paper, I used to draw, and have recently taken up photography(mostly nature and my son) but at night when its quiet this seems to help more....so these are the rants of an insomniac....lol |
The pain is more than you can bare
the hurt is more than you can take...
You worry that I will tire of you
walk away from this love that we have finally...
Here we lay in the dark
you have one arm around my waist...
My what could have been
that's what you are...
At night in the dark
in my dreams...
I love you
these three words that I have found so hard to say...
And even when your lips fall silent, and all is still its your eyes that speak of the depths of your love |
If only to go back, back to a time when life was simple and I had everything that I could ever want or wish for....that is what I long for the most. |
Its time to move on, past the tears, past the long and lonely years....its over and done, you were not the one. |