It took a while
For me to fully see...
Memories come into my head
As I try to push them away...
I try my best
Yet I always seem to fail...
I lay myself down
And to God I pray...
Here in the darkness
I sit all alone...
Once again my thoughts return to you
My heart begins to ache again...
Time ticks loudly
As I watching the shadows on my wall...
I am so lost
I don’t know what to do...
I think back on our past
And know you loved me then...
It seems that letting go
Is more than I can take...
That night I looked in your eyes
I knew I loved you more than words can say...
You said that you love her
Just not that way...