Today I woke up short of breath
And I'm not feeling at all okay...

You were everything I wanted
You were so perfect...

[This is to my boyfriend, Devyn. I love him so...
I don't know how to really explain this? It's...

I close my eyes and hold my breath. My head is...
[I randomly wrote this. The words just flowed...

As I think back to every memory,
I know that they are gone forever...

When I look in the mirror
I see a scared girl crying out for help...

I feel so guilty...
If only I'd listened to my heart...

This is killing me
Being away from you so long...

It's 6 in the morning
I'm still awake...

This place,
I push it away...