I was standing up straight the night I ended it...
I was in store for a very long fall...

I wish I was pretty I wish I wasnâ??t...
I wish boys liked me I wish for all that...

Iâ??m sorry Iâ??m not...
Iâ??m sorry if my poetry upsets you...

I was so unhappy all I could do was frown
I couldn'tâ??t even fake smile or get...

I have a lot of pain
You can see it in my eyes...

One day I was hit it hurt real bad
I yelled â??Iâ??m sorry...

Don't judge me cause i cut or that i would rather...
don't judge me cause i don't even want to get out...

I've got you and nowhere to go
and my hearts breaking down slow...

I came home everything was fine
i didn't know you where out drinking wine...

My dear friend money doesn't grow on trees
i have no clean cloths and with what I'm wearing...

I still remember the last time i saw my dad
just thinking about it makes me quite sad...