Why Now
Do you choose to walk away...

The days seem to fade, get shorter
The night drags on, longer, longer...

Obviously, I'm not good enough for you
I apologize, I say I'm sorry...

To Ask a thing so complicated
To tell me it's the only way...

It hurts to look into your eyes
To see her face, to see your smile...

I don't know how you came to see
How you turned around, confronted me...

I don't know what to do
I see you in my head...

I think about you too much for comfort
I close my eyes and it causes so much hurt...

You say I'm like a sister to you
How this happened I do not know...

I had such a hard time
Believing that I could even do this to myself...

I remember the first time I laid eyes on you
You were so innoccent, so loving too...

Im so stupid, how could you let me leave
How could you let me go with her when it's you I...