I want to die
But i always wonder why...

I see your loving eyes
I see your loving face...

U r my bestbud 4 lyf
I tell u everything...

How could you have been so blind
I talk about you all the time...

Our friendship is ruined it cant be fixed
Your the one that crushed it...

I sit in my room all day in the dark
Looking at all the old purple marks...

The slit of a wrist
The slap of a face...

Every where i go
I wish you were there...

I now realize our love was faux
you didn't LOVE me at all...

Ive figured out
you liked me while i was caught up...

I don't know if I love you
I don't know if I hate you...

I miss you!
I miss your kiss...