My mind in the clouds drifting away
Feeling lost inside more each day...
Through ups and downs
Through ins and outs...
The cold steel of a knife pressed against my...
The thick rope tied around my neck as I clench my...
The sleepless nights and never ending days
The flowing tears, this life is a maze...
The time is passing, passing me by.
The days are going the more I try...
There will come a time when I will see what real...
To love, to have, to hold and more is the only...
A year has now past and nothing has changed I have...
I think to myself why is this happening to me all...
Have you ever felt like crying and hope that it...
Have you realized it doesn't and this is the hand...
This life that I live behind a pretend smile
I wish it weren't mine sometimes I feel I'm in...
Ever since we’ve been together
Through hot, cold and rainy weather...