Are you against me or on my side?
Putting me down does it build up your pride...

I want to tell you how I feel way down deep inside
I’m so afraid of your response, will it...

I kiss your sweet lips, and I gently caress your...
I gaze into your eyes, and your body I embrace...

I'M FALLING SO FAST EVERY SECOND EVERY DAY
I'M LOST NO DIRECTION, NO OUTLET, NO WAY...

I miss your voice I miss your face I miss your...
I miss your eyes I miss your lips I miss the...

The cold steel of a knife pressed against my...
The thick rope tied around my neck as I clench my...

FEELING THIS DARKNESS SURROUNDING ME
WONDERING HOW I WILL EVER BREAK FREE...

There will come a time when I will see what real...
To love, to have, to hold and more is the only...

A year has now past and nothing has changed I have...
I think to myself why is this happening to me all...

It was like a bomb being thrown in my direction
It was a horrible, awful but not a deception...

My arrival here on earth
The miracle of my birth...

My mind in the clouds drifting away
Feeling lost inside more each day...