I feel so parallyzed inside and outside
It's so hard to realize...

I just feel broken
Right now I'm choken...

Everything I've lost
I don't know what life costs...

When I met you for the first time
I somehow knew that your a nice guy...

Right now my heart is breaking
Not being with you is breath taking...

I have scars
Scars on the inside...

Everyone yelling at me
Everyone getting down on me...

I lie here waiting
Then everything around me is shaking...

I've never been so hurt in my life
It felt like someone took a knife...

I try
But everything I touch dries...

I wish I could erase some things in my past
But yet I wish I don't...

I fell in a pit
Something or someone put me in it...