H.M.M. Your my one and only, your smile lights my way, your like an endless river of hope springing up from doom, your the one I love, I swear to God it's true, theres absolutly nothing that I wouldn't do for you

"The lamps are going out all over Europe. We shall not see them lit again in our lifetime."- Sir Edward Grey on WWI

People are always asking me why I put my self down and why I don't care about my feelings, well it's because I've placed my self along with my feelings in her and she won't do the same

I'm wrong, I'm worthless. Is this true or are you just afraid that she doesn't love YOU.

Withen a couple seconds a love was formed.
Withen a couple seconds a love was shared.
Withen a couple seconds it all came crashing down.

"He who builds a high gate invites destruction." - Proverbs 17:19, NIV

Every road eventually leads to another road, either that or a dead end

We're just friends, thats all. I mean it's not like your the only reason I'm still holding on or anything, it's not like your the only reason I get out of bed in the morning and think "one more day" yea theres no reason to love you right?

Love brought us together
love held us close
love tore us apart

I'm at war with myself, trying to free me. I'm a prisoner of war held hostage by my own thoughts.