Love brought us together
love held us close
love tore us apart

I'm at war with myself, trying to free me. I'm a prisoner of war held hostage by my own thoughts.

Been livin for the wrong, time to make it right, I'm so sick of always being depressed, I'm so sick of everyone being scared of me because of what I've done, it's time I make a change.

In my mind:
Happy makes me sad
Angry makes me hyper
Sad makes me happy
Annoying is fun
Fun is annoying
In my mind:
Love equals hurt
Hurt leads to love
And in the end the only thing i have to show for it all is the scars on my body...

"I'm not a bad girl....I'm just a good girl that never gets caught."-the words of my good friend Haley or as you know her Truleybroken.

I'm spinning out of control, your love, their love, everyones love, I don't know what to do, I like her, I love her, shes cute, shes hot. These feelings drive me insane because I know I'll never control them...

MY PERFECT GIRL:
blue eyes
blonde hair hair
Slim but not a twig
Sense of humor
Caring
Patient (gonna have to be to stay with me)
Loves for what they beleive in not to change things
my pefect girl: you

I have no clue what I'm doing
no clue where my life may be going
I'll be willing to admit that the problems in my life
well their there because of me, I can only blame myself
I've made all those mistakes that you warned me not to make

You're only trying to help but in the end it only hurts
if only you could know just how much I love you
You know me better than anyone else
if only you could know that everytime you look at me
You're throwing razors my body

She's the angel in my day dream, The saint within my nightmare, the sweet sound of hope falling through the mist from my waves of depression.