Again with your sh*t...Why didn't you tell me that you were dating her...as you kissed me today? Would have been nice.

What was it I said to you today? Oh yeah..."I'm not trying to kill myself, it was just a bit of pretty colors, just a bit of pain." What lies, because being with you, is suicide, you cause more pain than any razor.

Its pouring rain...come on baby, lets have one last dance before you go.

I'm so used to getting everything that I want...and now there's you and you so kindly reminded me, your one thing I desperately want, but can't have.

I have fallen in love with my best friend. Plenty of people have said that's a bad idea, that it would ruin the friendship but he knows I'm crazy for him and we aren't dating but we spend almost every minute of every day together.

My best friend said "At least he cares enough to tell you to stop hurting yourself" I believe its true...but how come he doesn't care enough to love me?

Its nearly one in the morning...I'm still sitting by the phone because you told me not to leave it. The sad part is, I know you won't call now...but I'm still waiting.

If my life is so wonderful, why am I sitting here alone again, crying to myself and wishing I could die.

I can feel the razor slicing through my skin. Who cares that you said if I do it again you wouldn't talk to me. Lets make a better deal, you stop hurting me and I'll stop hurting me. Seems fair.

Everything I've wanted all along is in my grasp...but I can feel it slipping out of reach. Why does this always happen to me...why don't you want me...what the HELL is wrong with me???