I thought I had it, I saw everything I wanted and I was racing for it...then you walked away and left me staring in the distance, why were you so perfect for me if it simply wasn't meant to be?

All I've ever wanted out of life is to get married and have kids. Why is it so hard to find the one person I want to spend forever with?

If I said I missed you...well that would be a lie, but if I said I didn't love you, that would be the biggest lie of them all.

All I want is to walk away, just forget it all but something is holding me back. That phone rings and I know the tone...its you and I can't help but reach for it and do anything you ask.

I like this step we have taken but why can't we just be where we once were again...this is driving me crazy and you have no idea.

I saw my first shooting star the other night, and I honestly can't believe I wasted the wish on you.

I think I'm ready to fall apart now, sit on the ground and cry for awhile, too bad your no longer here, too bad you no longer care to make me smile.

I wish I had known our friendship had a contingency...whether or not you had a girlfriend, some friendship.

Just because we were currently f**k buddies means I can't care? Despite the fact that we were friends first? Well SCREW you ALL...

If i could have been there that night, I would have made sure you all made it home safely, I would have kept you from this mess.