Stop playing nice
Tear out the rest of my heart
Splash the curtains with blood
Quickly rip me apart.

I've never been so glad to be wet.
As this way, you can't see my tears.

I'm watching the world go by in shades of blue and white and red...oh god there's so much red...stop killing me with every word you said.

I have fallen in love with my best friend. Plenty of people have said that's a bad idea, that it would ruin the friendship but he knows I'm crazy for him and we aren't dating but we spend almost every minute of every day together.

I'm so used to getting everything that I want...and now there's you and you so kindly reminded me, your one thing I desperately want, but can't have.

This jealously kick has got to stop. I'm sorry that while in love with you I inadvertanly fell for your brother...I really am. But you NEED to stop talking shit about us.

And just know when I truly give up its because you broke me down and ALWAYS forgot to pick me up.

Destroying ourselves~~Ignoring the signs

So let me get this straight, you want me to leave my boyfriend, who reminds of his love every chance he gets and go back to you, who only says that you love me to get what you want. F**k that, I won't.

I could feel my heart break as you took it back. "No, I don't love you. No, I don't miss you." Why would you say that? I love you, I miss you too. Come back and hold me in your arms again, please?