What was it I said to you today? Oh yeah..."I'm not trying to kill myself, it was just a bit of pretty colors, just a bit of pain." What lies, because being with you, is suicide, you cause more pain than any razor.

Again with your sh*t...Why didn't you tell me that you were dating her...as you kissed me today? Would have been nice.

I watched you with her today. Baby, I'll admitt it, you seemed so happy. I'm glad someone could make you that happy, since I obviously couldn't. I guess best friends is what we were always meant to be.

I'm afraid that I'll change while your gone and that when you return you'll finally want me. I'm afraid because I don't want to have to admit how shallow you really are, because I love you. And if your that shallow I'll have to let you go.

I smile through my tears so that people will stop asking me if I'm okay.

We've tried this before, you broke my heart at the same time I broke yours. But what the hell...lets try this again, and if we crash and burn, at least it'll be together again.

I just pray that when I broke your heart this once, it didn't hurt nearly as much as the times you broke mine.

Our friendship depends on whether or not I'm dating him? Why so that if I am, you can ask me out to tease me? Or so if I'm not you can laugh at me? I still love you, but this, this is ridiculous!

I've always worked to sabatoge your relationships so I could be with you. This time I did it by finding someone else...and you can't have me. Don't want me...then don't, but don't you DARE sabatoge what I have.

With every word I say honey, I'm not helping your relationship, I'm killing it. But please remember, its for your own good, I know what he's capable of, he will hurt you bad this time, dont let him.