Would you please stop haunting my dreams so I can just let go and move on ~...wihtout you...~

I BREATHE for you,
I LIVE for you,
but you still can't see that I LOVE YOU <3<3

I'm so used to the PAIN that I've stopped feeling it, but it's still there
& it has been for a long time...

4 200 824...
those are the tears that remind me the pain ,
the tears I no longer can take.
One each day,
4 200 824 tears
4 200 824 days
and I still haven't let go
one more tear tomorrow
and so it goes on...

I was used to "us"
& now it's "you"
I was used to "we"
& now it's "I"
I was [used to] a whole lot of things
but things change,
PEOPLE change...

In my dreams, you say you love me.
in my dreams...
it's time to get back to REALITY!!
Reality -> SUCKS <-

You make me want to sing along to evry love song

One day, you asked me how I knew you were [THE] one
" because or hands fit perfectly together" I whispered...

I gave you my heart, please take care of it...

You know how a baloon will eventually explode if you keep blowing more and more air into it?
well that's what I feel is going to happen with my heart if the pain doesn't stop...