I'm not ready for reality,
Can't i just make your arms my world???

Every breath I take stands testament to my hatred for myself

The pain exists because i love you,
yet more so because you dont

My heart is entwined by thorns
to keep from falling apart.
I invite their piercing pain,
The pain being all i feel -
No joy, no love, no hate -
Just the pain in my heart.

The pain exists because i love you,
Yet moreso because i hate myself

"I wait for the Silence to still my heart,
In the arms of the river, i fall apart"

From my poem "I fall apart"......would love some comments on it.....i'll be glad to return the favour....thanks :)

Through gardens of black roses I walk -
Crimson I bleed,
Sweet necrosis I need.

From my poem "I fall apart"

I wait for the Silence to still my heart
I wait for the Creatures of the Dark.
With them I shall ride, into the black night sky
With them I shall fly, and no more be a thorn in your eye

Another quote from my poem

For years, the tears wouldnt flow
Now that they've started, they dont seem to stop

It is better to suffer in silence than to plead and be unheard