I couldn't live without my friends, My family well we are the perfect one, nor really one at all. Now my family is just a few close friends that know me better then my blood family. Theres this boy that I love so much, but he thinks I don't like him anymore, and it really sucks. |
You are my Grandma,
My best friend...
I thought I was alone,
I thought that no one understood...
~This is not really a poem but w/e its to get my...
I have 10 scares on my wrist, but 11 trys to kill...
There's a kinfe in my hand, and on my wrist.
I want to press down...
I say I am fine,
with tears running down my face...
Every time I cut I feel better, But then I feel like I need to hide the scares. No, I won't hide myself becuase they jugde me, I will not be scared of what they say. This is me, and I don't want to be you. |
Your trying to act like you know what I am going trough, Like the addictions, of drugs, alcohol and cutting are easy to stop, you just don't understand anymore, so please stop the help it's not helping |
I sleep because the dreams feel real. I can see your smile, and watch you laugh. I only wish I hear you again, and feel you warm, loving hugs, I have forgotten. |