Every time I cut I feel better, But then I feel like I need to hide the scares. No, I won't hide myself becuase they jugde me, I will not be scared of what they say. This is me, and I don't want to be you.

Your trying to act like you know what I am going trough, Like the addictions, of drugs, alcohol and cutting are easy to stop, you just don't understand anymore, so please stop the help it's not helping

I sleep because the dreams feel real. I can see your smile, and watch you laugh. I only wish I hear you again, and feel you warm, loving hugs, I have forgotten.
*<3 with love for my Grandma: R.I.P. May 11, 2006<3*

He makes me feel like life is worth living...for once!

Thoughts are consuming me, all i can think about now is cutting

Why does something you know is bad feel so good?

He told me to promis him I won't cut again. I couldn't do it, I have made that promis 5 times and brock every one, I just couldn't mack a promis to him that I know I would beack

I am starting to get scared, My boyfriend is cutting to deep, he almost passed out, he needs help, I can't lose him.

I am starting to get scared, My boyfriend is cutting to deep, he almost passed out, he needs help, I can't lose him.

I have voices in my head people say they tell me what is right ... well they are speking spainsh so I don't know what they are saying.