Trusting no one is giving everyone equal trust

What do you do when everyone is begging you to keep going but every ounce of you is screaming to give up?

My only mistake:
loving everyone and deserving to be alone

She lead you too believe there was something there,
now that she's gone there's nothing

~by: my friend Rebecca, u have no idea how much it applys~

Don't try 2 understand...
i can't either.
don't u'll be there...
i'm always left alone.
don't look me in the eyes...
u might see my hidden tears...
don't say u love me...
it always turns out 2 be a lie...

U'll never remeber...
what i can't 4get...

~not mine, wondering whose it really is?~

If u knew the power u have over me...
will u abuse it like some1 always does?

Hold me tight...
but don't fall in love with me...
i'll break ur heart...
just like he did 2 me...

I'm not giving up on us...
i'm not letting go...
i'm moving on...

And in some way...i don't regret u