Drugs, liquor, cutting...they all just numb the pain, but love destroys it all completly

I'm scared of being alone...
yet i push people away.
I'm scared of being hurt...
yet i wear my heart on my sleaves.
I say i don't love him...
yet i think i just might.

Don't try to understand me, just love me

I miss the feeling i got wen i thought u liked me 2, but i guess that was just another lie i told my self

Im so sick of drama! no one is who i thought they were anymore. it's happening again! everything i found comfort in is now dark and scary. i just want everything to be ok again.

I don't want to ignor my problems anymore, for once i want someone to care enough to try and work it out with me, but i guess that's asking to much

Im ok...
i didn't mean wat i said...
u didn't change at all...
u didn't make me cry...
u didn't act as if u don't care...
u didn't push me away...
u didn't break my haert...

do those lies make u feel better?

Dont try 2 fix my heart, its useless, u can only fix wats broken not shattered

I dumed him....then y do i miss him so much?

Daddy's little girl turned out to be daddys little nightmare.