My heart was broken and when I found someone to trust they hurt me even more and so did all the ones after him. Its almost impossable for me to trust any guy or love anyone. After my heart was broken I never left my room I listened to all our songs and layed in bed and cryied myself to sleep everyday for two months that stated in January three weeks after my birthday and at the end of March I found someone I trusted who understoood me in everyway or so I thought and he crushed me and so did about three other guys. And now I can't even think about trusting anyone or being with anyone all I have now are my closest friends and they can't even make me fully happy. Everyday that goes by I feel I get a little stronger but my heart will never be whole again. And every night I hope no one will ever have to go through what I did but, I know deep down that will never happen. Because Thousands maybe millions of hearts are broken. And you feel nothing good will ever happen to you again and that you have no reason to go on. But, even if you like no one loves you or will care if your gone. Your wrong so completely wrong so many people make that mistake and their famliy and friends and even the ones that really didnt know them care they cry and feel that maybe it was all there fault of maybe they could have done something to stop you. And everyday those people will have to live that pain. Thats why I chose not to kill myself because, I couldn't do that to so many inocent people I care about just the one I picked to love hurt me. And all my friends stayed with me to make sure nothing happened to me. And some people whos hearts get broken and they have no one I'm sorry but if you need a friend I'm always here you can talk to me.
- my addy is www. loveable_hottie_16@hotmail.com