So, I'm close to deleting my early poems, for I feel as if they are all said and done. Of course, I'll be keeping the newer ones and adding more. -----------------------------------So, my name is Brie. I'm fifteen. Honestly, (I have nothing to hide) I just discharged from a psychiatric residential treatment facility for a number of things including chemical dependency and depression. So, needless to say, I'm at a vulnerable point in my life - everything has changed in the past four months when I was gone. In my efforts to bring it back, I hope to find new things that fulfill me even more than what I've had before. Every poem entails honest words. And I guess there are some that are still painful for me to read- especially Tulsa (918) and Vodka Soda which depict the exact, true feelings of my first love, who I am still trying to let go of. I love to make friends and just talk so message me(: -----------------------------------Upcoming Poems (in the works): White Ribbons / Electric Glow / Canada Skycam / Space to Grow / Buildings & Mountains / War -----------------------------------Links: www.briesheridan.com / www.facebook.com/briesheridanKS / www.myspace.com/hoohecker |
The stars I couldn't see
In the darkness too bitter to mean...
It happened so sudden and quick
Sort of like...
It came to be simple,
Like child's play...
Here's the day I hoped would never come
My shoes are one size smaller...
Ferraby Lionheart plays across 50 states
It casts a shadow above 918...
We are feathers in the wind,
we are feathers who have sinned...
Who I am and who I want to be are equally strange...
when they speak...
A strange little room in the middle of a house
Little machines move within without a sound...
My mama said don't let your sickness define you
but sometimes my sickness was all I had...
We don't see the sky, not here, not ever.
Even though the world stills...
"...And I should have been your everything and now at the end of my eternity I will sleep to have the darkest dreams. As this just won't seem right to me, I close my eyes and beg for peace..." |
"The dreamers get punished most by the truth they say." |
"Fools like me, how we love blindly. No, the cracks don't count. It's gotta break in front of me." |