I lost my mind long enough to say I've lost my...
My first taste of heaven didn't give me enough...

Dedicated to Sierra, Justin, Nick and Karri
This will always be the story of our life...

I sit here and choke on bitter water
And today just seems to burn me...

Troubled by the welcome of unstable loneliness
Considering the state of my own life...

So you feel you've been taken down for awhile now
And with your sore hands you fight to cut them out...

Ever since I lost control, I find it hard to...
I thrash around, enduring the darkest dreams...

The whisper you hear is the woman in the moon
Her skin caresses you like the summer heat...

If this is what life is to me
Why am I not amazed...

I know this is not what you wanted
A lonely little girl lost in her own lies...

The clouds take shape of the bruises in your...
The rain crawls on the window, drawing veins, so...

The day they put my momma in a grave
Is the day I lost my life...

I'm down on my knees praying this cold night
I remember how it all went down last time...