Crazy;;
When someone makes you feel worthless..
Yet, that someone still remains the most important person in your life..

&& My Mind Tells Me To Give Up..
But, My Heart Just Won't Let Me..

I Could Fill A Thousand Pages, Telling You How I Feel.. && You Still Would Not Understand.
So, Now I Leave Without A Sound, Except For My Heart Shattering, As It Hits The Ground..

This Is The Part When You && I Are Nothing More..
Then I Crossed Out Heart On My Tree In The Backyard..
&& This Is The Part Where I Pretend To Be Happy..
Break My Heart && Watch Me Bleed..

As The Calmness Fades Away, && The Storm Clouds Roll In.
I Sitt Here All Alone, Confused By My Sins.
Blood Drying On My Hands, It's Really Nothing New.
The Betrayal That I Felt Because I Fell For You.

I've Surrendered To You
I Gave You My Heart
But, All You Do
Is Tear Me Apart

&& What Kills Me The Most..
Is Knowing..
No Matter How Hard I Cry I Know He Isn't Gonna Show Up && Tell Me It Was Just A Joke..

&& It's Been A Long, Hard Road Without You By My Side.
Why weren't You There All The Nights That I Cried??

You stole my breath away.
You stole my heart.
You stole what's left of me.
Now, I'm falling apart.

AShotToKillThePain
APillToDrainTheShame
APurgeToStopTheGain
ACutToBreakTheVein
ASmokeToEaseTheCrave
ADrinkToWinTheGame
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