I know you don't think, you mean this much to me..
But, I promise you, that you do..

I know that it's unrealistic to think
That things will get better
Between you && me
Cause time after time
You just shatter my heart
But when Im without you
I feel so torn apart..

Broken hearts
Crying eyes
No more tears
No more lies

What if I said that you never mattered??
That I never lost one moment of sleep..
What if I crushed all your dreams??
Broke all the promises I swore to keep??
Tell me how your life would be..
If I did to you what you did to me..

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&& Just When You Think You're Over Him..
He Smiles At You.. && Realize You're Not Even Close..

Sometimes, at night, I think about me && you.
I think of the great days we had, before you said we were through.
You're close to my heart, even though you're far away.
I try to make things straight again, but they're never going to be okay.

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay, or turn around && run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

I think of you in silence, I often speak your name,
All I have left are memories && an unforgiving pain,
My heart aches with sadness, && all my tears will flow,
But, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know

Someday, you'll realize..
How much you meant to me..