Im real . . i live my life to the limpt. . now i can breathe again i can breathe again. . cos im real. . n i cant go on without you. .

Im not a shy person. . i believe that if you like someone then you should go for it. . so why cant i make up my mind if i like you or not. ?

I want to bleed. .
i want to cut. .
i want to feel that way again. .
but i cant. . because i promised you. .
but your not always here. .

Im so sick of being haunted by your face. .
i wish you were dead for what you did to me. .
i wish i was dead for having to live with what you did to me. !

Since when did it become the childs responibly to take charge of the family ? ?

I dont no what ive done. .
i dont no what ive became. .
i dont no who i am anymore. .
i dont no if anyone is still out there. .
i just dont no. .

You changed my life
made me feel good again
&& now all i want is too hold you
i wish you didnt live so far away. .

These scars aint going to stay hidden for much longer
i hope i pray i can do it all over again
i wish for the pain to go away
i just want to be able to sleep again
&& not be so haunted. .

Im sorry i never ment to act that way
im sorry. .

How come everyone is gone to leave me to spend my nights alone where my haterd has built up.. it fuels the hurt my knife needs to allow my blood to flood my room..