Even if u were horrifiacally disfigured in a freak accident & looked horrible id still love you.

If u looked inside me u would find out how much i do cry. u would find out many secrets & more lies but what u see the most is how hard it is to stay strong when nothing is right & everything is wrong.

& just because i come off strong doesnt mean i dont fall asleep crying & even though i act like nothings wrong, maybe, just maybe im really good at lying

&just as my lungs start for air i realize you're pulling me under

It wont matter if i stay or go but ill always love& miss u so

I have seen better days put my face in my hands get down on my knees & i pray to God hope he sees me through till the end.

So i guess this is the ending of a beautiful mistake we both agree we shouldnt be together. then why do i feel like i lost my closest friend?

I could use a hero right now someone to save someone like me

All at once the crowd begins to sing sometimes the hardest thing& the right thing are the same

& so i asked him: ur skateboarding or me?
he answered skateboard
& i smacked him in the face w/ tears running down my face& he just watched me cry& watched me run away from him