My boyfriend said this to me:
if i died tonight i go w/ no regrets if its in your arms ik im blessed& if your eyes are the last thing that i see then ik the beauty heaven holds for me

&just as my lungs start for air i realize you're pulling me under

It wont matter if i stay or go but ill always love& miss u so

I have seen better days put my face in my hands get down on my knees & i pray to God hope he sees me through till the end.

So i guess this is the ending of a beautiful mistake we both agree we shouldnt be together. then why do i feel like i lost my closest friend?

I could use a hero right now someone to save someone like me

All at once the crowd begins to sing sometimes the hardest thing& the right thing are the same

& so i asked him: ur skateboarding or me?
he answered skateboard
& i smacked him in the face w/ tears running down my face& he just watched me cry& watched me run away from him

He died because he finally realized she didnt love him. & she found him w/ a note down in his pillow saying: ill love u til i die. & then she drank herself to death just so the pain would go away

After awhile u just want to be w/ the one guy who never fails to make u smile